Direction
What you're here to do, why you feel stuck, and the chapter of life you're in.
- What am I actually here to do?: Not a job title. The work only you can do, and the pattern that keeps you from it.
- Why do I keep repeating the same patterns?: The pattern you arrived with, why willpower has not broken it, and what does.
The short answers
What am I actually here to do?
Most people are not born for one single job. What they carry is a recognisable kind of contribution: a way of seeing, mending, building, teaching or holding that appears whatever they are doing. Purpose is less a destination than a direction, and it can be followed from exactly where you stand.
Why do I keep repeating the same patterns?
Patterns repeat because they work, or once did. At some point a way of coping kept you safe, earned you love or kept the peace, and your body filed it under survival. It has been running ever since, long after the original situation ended. That is why it appears everywhere: the same move at work, with friends, in love and with money.